Day by Day

Is it hard

to watch the girl you toyed with but never admitted your feelings to fall for another guy?

Just wondering….

Insignificance is a rare thing

1: Let’s start with a tricky one; what is the real reason you are confused right now?
-I’m not sure how to express how I feel about him.
2: Do you ever get “good morning” texts from anyone?
-Every single day =]
3: If your significant other smoked pot, would you care?
-It depends.
4: Do you find it easy to trust others?
-No
5: What were you doing at 11PM last night?
-Calling a friend of my Dad’s back because she needed to see if I would sing at a wedding this weekend.
6: You’re drunk and lost walking down the road; who is with you?
-Deya
7: What would you do if you found out you had been cheated on?
-Leave him.  I’m done being cheated on and taken advantage of.
8: Are you close with your dad?
-I am, especially now that he sees me as an adult and I know how to talk back.
9: I bet you kissed someone last night, right?
-I wish.
10: What are you listening to?
-My iTunes is on shuffle, Lenny Kravitz - Mr. Cab Driver
11: You can only drink ONE liquid for the rest of your life - what is it?
-Chocolate Silk…?
12. Do you like hickeys?
-Not particularly.  Especially when they’re HUGE on someone’s neck.

… know how a dog marks its territory?  Same concept, to me….
13: What time do you go to bed?
-It varies.  Sometimes I’m out by 9.  Sometimes I’m out by 4 am.
14: Is there someone who continuously lets you down?
-Of course….
15: Can you text as quickly with one hand as you do both?
-Now & then
16: Do you always answer your texts?
-Oh, no.  Definitely not always. 
17: Do you hate the person you fell the hardest for?
-I don’t think I hate him.  I just wish he wasn’t so stupid.
18: When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
-Just a couple of hours ago.
19: Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them?
-Always =]
20: What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?
-How excited I was for today.
21: Is anyone else in the room with you?
-No
22: Do you believe what goes around comes around?
-Absolutely
23: Were you happier four months ago than you are now?
-No way.  I’m much happier now than I was then.
24: Is there someone you wish you could fix things with?
-Negatory
25: In the past week, have you cried?
-I have
26: What colour is the shirt you are wearing?
-Grey
27: Do people ever call you by your last name?
-Constantly.  Cause they know way too many Brittanys
28: Is anyone ignoring you right now?
-Nope
29: Do you have a best friend?
-I have less than a handful and that’s fine by me.
30: Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the last person you kissed?
-Oh yes…
31: Who was your last call from?
-Daddy
32: Are you mad at anyone?
-No
33: Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
-Yesh =]
34: How old will the last person you kissed be on his/her next birthday?
-22
35: How many more days until your birthday?
-28
36: Do you have any summer plans yet?
-A LOT!!! Birthday bash for my favorite older cousin and his wife tonight, deya’s wedding in two weeks, my birthday two weeks after that, schlitterbahn trip two weeks after THAT, and a week-long trip to Lake LBJ in August before Fall semester starts =]
37: Do you have any good friends of the opposite sex?
-I have a few, yes
38: Are you keeping anything from your best friend(s) now?
-No
39: Do you have a secret that you’ve never told anyone?
-Yes
40: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
-Yes
41: Do you think age matters in relationships?
-To a point, yes I do.
42: Are you available?
-I think I am
43: How many people have you had real, strong feelings for since high school ended?
-3
44: If you had to get a piercing (not ears), what would you get?
-Nothing
45: Do you believe exes can be friends?
-If feelings were never really there, sure.
46: Do you regret anything?
-No.  I’ve learned a lot.
47: Honestly, what’s on your mind right now?
-Benjamin and his beautiful eyes…
48: Did you ever lose a best friend?
-She was never really my friend anyway.
49: Was your last kiss a mistake?
-I hope not.  I’m so confused.
50: Why aren’t you pursuing the person you like?
-Because he’s so hard to get a hold of when I need him most.  He’s just… there when I don’t expect him to be.
51: Has the last person you kissed ever seen you cry?
-Yes
52: Do you still talk with the person you LAST kissed?
-Every day.
53: What was the last thing you ate?
-CornyDog
54: Did you get any compliments today?
-A LOT! Surprisingly =] My favorite was how great my hugs are =]
55: Where are you going on your next vacation?
-Luling, I guess. everything else is in-town. (Except Lake LBJ)
56: Do you own anything from other countries?
-Yes
57: Are most of your friends guys or girls?
-It’s split pretty evenly
58: Where have you lived most of your life?
-Rockport
59: When was the last time you took a long drive?
-Last weekend.
60: Have you ever played Spin the Bottle?
-LMAO yes!
61: Have you ever TPd someone’s house?
-Yup
62: Who do you text the most?
-Kirby. Benjamin. William. Deya.
63: What was the last movie you saw?
-The Phantom of the Opera, 25th Anniversary edition, performed at the Royal Albert Hall
64: What’s preventing your current boyfriend/girlfriend from going back to their ex?
-He’s not quite my boyfriend, but his ex is currently with another chick… so…..
65: How many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have in 2010?
-2
66: Is the last person you kissed younger than you?
-No, he’s older
67: Do you curse around your parents?
-I do!
68: Are you happy with where you live?
-Meh.
69: Do you collect anything?
-Tattoos ;]
70: What’s your favourite colour?
-Blue
71: Does the last song you listened to remind you of anyone?
-Myself
72: Has anyone ever cheated on you?
-Ugh, yes
73: What are your plans for tomorrow?
-Hopefully wake up withOUT a hangover, go to Jessica’s baby shower for a bit, then work
74: Do you have siblings over the age of twenty-one?
-Nope
75: Does your last ex have a job?
-He does.
76: What would you do if you found out your most recent ex was in a relationship?
-I’d be pretty upset actually, considering he’s the last person I kissed….
77: Where is your cellphone?
-On my thigh
78: What colour is your cellphone?
-Black
79: What did you dream of last night?
-Something about driving
80: Are you atheist?
-No
81: Will you change your name when you get married?
-Yes
82: Are you ready for autumn weather?
-I’d rather Winter.
83: Have you had any big storms recently?
-A month or so ago?
84: What kind of bottoms are you wearing?
-Boy shorts

Greeeat

What a way to motivate me to get the fuck out of this house.

The sooner I move, the sooner I don’t have to put up with your stupid childish temper tantrums, the better!!

-.-